Last Tuesday, just over one week into my new, year long challenge I have gone and (probably) broken my finger..
I was rolling around, trying out my new, YouTube inspired, moves and getting suitably humiliated. At the time my adrenaline was sky high and I didn’t notice anything was wrong until after the bell went and my finger started throbbing mercilessly. I mean, it’s not like my bone was sticking out to side or anything but it was blue, swollen and painful.
Being the slightly socially awkward guy that I am, I didn’t want to go and wait four hours at the emergency room just to tell them my finger hurt. Instead I phoned 111, which actually turned out to be a really good service. They took some details and a couple of hours later a paramedic phoned me back.
She told me it was probably broken but unless it was major break and badly deformed there was nothing they could do about it but strap it up. I just needed to look after it for the next 4 to 6 weeks. FOUR TO SIX WEEKS! What a ridiculous start to the challenge. I can’t just take a month and a half off. Talk about stopping before you ever start.
Following her ‘off-the-record’ advice I headed down to the pharmacy to stock up on medical gear, immobilized, iced the finger and started doing some Googling on how could I still improve/train with my finger.
The advice seemed to be:
Don’t use the finger, roll light, roll technical and make it clear to every training partner where the injury is.
So for the last week that’s what I have been doing. I took the next day off and then wrapped it to the finger next to it with really obvious, over the top tape. My finger became a beacon shouting out “take it easy on me guys, this fellas injured”.
It’s now exactly one week on, I’m back training daily and although I still can’t use my left hand I feel like I am back on track. The journey continues, my technique is improving and I’m still loving Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu. So for that I am thankful.
Injuries are either the best or the worst thing that can happen to your jiu-jitsu
Huh. Okay. I like the enthusiasm, but how can that possibly be true?
Well to cheer myself up I tried to came up with a few positives:
- Getting an injury so early on was a massive warning message to slow down. Luckily the injury isn’t that bad and will heal fine, but it could easily have been much much worse. I can’t expect to go out and train at 100% every single day. Expect to see lots of chilled out, technical Sam.
- Almost everyone gets and injury while training BJJ so I was pretty lucky to get mine so early on when I don’t have any tournaments on the horizon. It will be all healed up long before I compete.
- I still have a tendency to panic and rely on strength rather than technique. But now that I can’t grip with my left hand and am worried about crushing my finger I don’t really have a choice but to chill out and think about what I am doing.
- In ‘Jiu-Jitsu University by Saulo Ribeiro‘, Saulo says that when training guard he gets all his white belts to train without using their hands. “I think your hands deceive you in Jiu-Jitsu. People get very dependent on gripping and pulling… My white belts will never have this problem as I get them to train for so long with their hands in their belts”. So I’m basically doing the training a world champion suggests by accident.
- Training one handed gives you a massive handicap. I should see a huge immediate improvement once I start using my left hand again which will be a nice ego boost.
- Everyone says that you should tap out very quickly and not feel the macho pressure to always try and win. Easier said than done… But now I have a good excuse that sidesteps my ego.